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black stuff
Aug. 9th, 2007 09:41 pmI've been depressed all week.
Going out didn't help, for once...everything seemed to inspire yet more images of cruelty, pain and suffering and the general wretchedness of life all over this unfinished, malformed world.
What is the point of pain?...what purpose does it serve after its initial function to alert the body to malfunction? For living creatures to drag on and on thru life in constant discomfort, fear and pain, and the terror inspired by agony, is intolerable, stupid, infuriating....I want to unleash fury againt whatever hateful force created this mess we fondly call existence.
Here are two possible targets:
a mathematical process which has imploded before reaching a whole number consequence (hence 'unfinished/malformed')
an evil torturing sadist who has duped a hill of ants into calling it god (hence 'intolerable')
'Greetings' SMR '06
I use this ink and collage piece I did last year to denote depression, panic attacks and black outlook in general. In future, if I just post the picture, it should speak for itself.
Going out didn't help, for once...everything seemed to inspire yet more images of cruelty, pain and suffering and the general wretchedness of life all over this unfinished, malformed world.
What is the point of pain?...what purpose does it serve after its initial function to alert the body to malfunction? For living creatures to drag on and on thru life in constant discomfort, fear and pain, and the terror inspired by agony, is intolerable, stupid, infuriating....I want to unleash fury againt whatever hateful force created this mess we fondly call existence.
Here are two possible targets:
a mathematical process which has imploded before reaching a whole number consequence (hence 'unfinished/malformed')
an evil torturing sadist who has duped a hill of ants into calling it god (hence 'intolerable')
'Greetings' SMR '06
I use this ink and collage piece I did last year to denote depression, panic attacks and black outlook in general. In future, if I just post the picture, it should speak for itself.
