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Health waste
Mar. 26th, 2011 09:35 pmI am getting really annoyed with being healthily good actusally, it's been a long two weeks and three-quarters of a day.
Where are the treats? where is the reward?, the kudos? (any) the self-esteem? - i detect no elevation.
In point of fact it's been another day of feeling dim but ... cohesive.
As it's Saturday (no Core Studio) and altho people are so welcoming always - [i trust people blindly] - it had the usual (apart from driving about shopping with Alan Smyth (but i wz listening to Grendel and Beethoven on the Audi system mostly) zero human contact.
~I still have no camera despite visiting digital SLR repairmen, otherwise I'd have photographed a cabinet I painted with text
'...The lone and level sands
Stretch far away."
(from the Ramesseum at Luxor - temple to the boastful Rameses 2; i found his hacked and de-gilded images equally haunting).
.
Where are the treats? where is the reward?, the kudos? (any) the self-esteem? - i detect no elevation.
In point of fact it's been another day of feeling dim but ... cohesive.
As it's Saturday (no Core Studio) and altho people are so welcoming always - [i trust people blindly] - it had the usual (apart from driving about shopping with Alan Smyth (but i wz listening to Grendel and Beethoven on the Audi system mostly) zero human contact.
~I still have no camera despite visiting digital SLR repairmen, otherwise I'd have photographed a cabinet I painted with text
'...The lone and level sands
Stretch far away."
(from the Ramesseum at Luxor - temple to the boastful Rameses 2; i found his hacked and de-gilded images equally haunting).
.
