What's Going On, El-Jay?

I deleted this Journal yesterday! Seriously. SMR killed SPZ. So what is this familiar-looking window I seem to be typing into hmm?

Not only did i go thru the procedure for journal deletion, I let my Paid Account expire as WELL
My LJ paid account sub is overdue but I couldn't renew as I don't have a debit card atm while I'm waiting for a replacement.(someone tried to use it to spend £235 at TotalPDA' my bank refused the payment (good bank) and froze the card (bad bank - they forgot to tell ME, standing in line in a supermarket, all unaware and unsuspecting. Luckily i don't get embarrassed by things like that, only REALLY pissed that i wasted time/rare patience and got no Magnum.

More proof that DELETION IS A MYTH. 'Course i don't yet know if this entry will show up-- it's like another Tesco queue... i will be mouse-unfriendly if it is >:-O

Oh the reason for deletion? that expiry and more i can't recall... wanted to see what would happen tbh.
While I am here, a photo of me that surfaced in spring cleaning. I'm 3 and definitely going to St Andrews beach:-)