Quite regardless of any external reason whatsoever, I have been getting sudden waves of general happiness for two or three months now (indicated by recent use of emoticon : ) something I never did till a few months ago)
NB I am on no medication or anything remotely like it.
Though I am still often plagued by black and sometimes desperate thoughts, this new, countering buoyancy is persistent.
Having just been wandering around the alley star-gazing (a wonderful clear night with a thrush singing late, late) and throwing paper balls for Panzer, I am in a nicely positive mood to tackle a problematic week ahead.
Gawd. The nosy neighbour cats ...

NB I am on no medication or anything remotely like it.
Though I am still often plagued by black and sometimes desperate thoughts, this new, countering buoyancy is persistent.
Having just been wandering around the alley star-gazing (a wonderful clear night with a thrush singing late, late) and throwing paper balls for Panzer, I am in a nicely positive mood to tackle a problematic week ahead.
Gawd. The nosy neighbour cats ...