NB bird's pant ------/crossroads

The bird fiasco is off my hands. That cocatiel did really lose an eye --- i wz SORT've kidding about that so when i went backstage to visit it at the vets and he confirmed i sort've went *gulp*. (He'd given it pain relief at last - thank christ fr ketamine).
This summer a lot of things seem to be coming together in my anti-career (ie catastrophic-shambolic life).
Its time 4 the next stage of stuff.......and as a sideline i'd like to write §something§ - at least tap into observations and thoughts that might get swallowed whole in a picture.
I just have to work around the fact that I no longer give a single salt teardrop for the world and its judgement. I've seen too much of what it condones/ overlooks/ promotes/rewards.
Happily/sympolically-significantly n all that mash-up, I managed to break a mirror yesterday. THAT just crystallised everything.

heheh i look MUCH more attractive in broken glass than i actually am. THERE's a bucketful of obvious prose to avoid!
PS Re appearances - sadly i think they often preclude meetings of minds n that.
PPS breakfast = Lapsang Souchong (truly my lifelong favourite tea) and c*. Well, one can have just so much of Straight.