Stupid o'clock

Grrr this is dead time - can't do anything till Monday and I am SO impatient I can't sleep either.
(Painting is right off the agenda and that is a percentage of the current problem)
Also I'm terrified of things happening to prevent my going.

I WAS about to start learning about (Zen) Buddhism b4 all this.

*Paragraph deleted*. Pointless.

The objective, at any rate, was to stave off what I THINK might have been the remotest ONSET of a nervous breakdown. I haven't the foggiest what those are, but I imagine that in the way you KNOW you're arm's broken b4 you move it, you just KNOW that your circuitry has fused somewhere too.
So despite the relief of having a clear road (a month's busy preparation) ahead of me, with a clear job to do at the end of it, I am still having to wrestle with this fucking BAAAD headset.
ATM, trying to hoick away from a muddy image of creatures (human/animal) in agony/terrified, starving !!!!OUT THERE!!!!! ---I get instead bloody ole Marlon Brando describing that sodding slug crawling along a straight-edge razor.
My brilliant memory - gah!
Quick, get busy, go walking in the rain, get out, go !!!!!!!

4 sanity and sanctuary.......

forest near San Jose
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Sometimes that hug thing makes a lot of sense.
But where cn you buy that!
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(cz the kind that's free has got WAY TOO MANY COMPLICATIONS)

Bring and flippin Dump if nobody wants em

I frgot about this. I have some things to offload so I'll put them in the boot and anyone can looksee outside the sale (if that's allowed?)

Yeah it IS gothy stuff, ACTually : (

= all black and includes a gentlemen's Victorian frogged coat



Bleak House today

I'm a spook!

Photo'd on way home today --
(nb LOVED wearing that big furry hat all day and NO SNIFFLES!)
2nd photo = random effect/trick of 'digital light'. Brilliant - wish I cd do that again! : (
That reminds me, there was an absurd THING of the perhaps para-variety going on in my place 3 nights ago, but as I was excitedly looking at travel options I was in NO MOOD for it. All the same, there were so many crackly, soft thump, swishy noises, corner-of-the-eye odd things and a strong feeling of *company* that I actually got rattled in the end and left the room, leaving windows open on my screen.
It was very unusual. Likely its some kind of evidence of over-excitable nervous energy on my part rather than anything extraneous and I WAS/am terrifically happy to have made such a fantastic decision.
*Be good having a proper house ghost tho! : D
Noooo, it bloody would NOT : ( *


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*see that? -- I'm going schizo now